Heading back home after a day with my family, stress levels were high.
Literally any song on the radio could bring me to tears that day.
I also noticed that everyday things were all memories of loved ones. People that I would soon lose.
I found that looking at those things would one day bring me tears of joy or tears of sorrow, grieving over what once was there.
Mango Juice: My grandma still keeps shit tons of mango juice at her house. She didn’t even know what mango was until I came and lived with her. It was the only juice I would drink as a child, and she still remembers how much I loved it. Seeing juice boxes and 1 liter bottles of mango juice at her house still makes me a little teary.
Baobab Trees and Gypsophila: My moms favorite plants. She was a curious soul. Mom would be fascinated by how the baobab had roots on their tree tops. She loved The Little Prince. She had a wonderful, childlike innocence. Mom also loved Gypsophila. She loved them more than roses. When people gifted her with a bouquet, she would tell me how much she loved the white little bulbs that supported the beauty of the roses.
Small things hold so much meaning when linked to beautiful memories. It reminds me of so much more than just a certain period of time or an event– but more of the person and the people they used to be.
Some things are so hard to let go.
Ridia's Green Barley 